Wednesday, October 07, 2009
Snippets
of my thoughts darting past me...
*****
Watched (500) Days of Summer...
the other day and somehow I find myself relating to the female character.
*****
Last night
I met and had to sit down to make small talk to an eighteen year old girl who moved out of home...
She is such a girl... still childish and whiney in her speech.
She was playing with her straw in her glass filled with water where she blew bubbles...
I wonder how the Old Boy could fuck young girls that age... it almost feels criminial...
An eighteen year old is really still a kid, even if it meant they make their own living... she was telling me about her debts and more...still in college she is...
I looked at that girl and imagine the ones the Old Boy had fucked... he could be their daddy.
Big Daddy O...
Wait a minute, did I once call Big M that when i sat on his lap, both of us half naked in his car?
*****
Disturbed...
my mind felt earlier in the evening...
I wonder if I could have done more to help the man with that smart arse mouth to outwit himself so he could be helped?
I saw that as my failure- I think I almost got him across the line.
Why the hell did I stop myself where it mattered most?
of my thoughts darting past me...
*****
Watched (500) Days of Summer...
the other day and somehow I find myself relating to the female character.
*****
Last night
I met and had to sit down to make small talk to an eighteen year old girl who moved out of home...
She is such a girl... still childish and whiney in her speech.
She was playing with her straw in her glass filled with water where she blew bubbles...
I wonder how the Old Boy could fuck young girls that age... it almost feels criminial...
An eighteen year old is really still a kid, even if it meant they make their own living... she was telling me about her debts and more...still in college she is...
I looked at that girl and imagine the ones the Old Boy had fucked... he could be their daddy.
Big Daddy O...
Wait a minute, did I once call Big M that when i sat on his lap, both of us half naked in his car?
*****
Disturbed...
my mind felt earlier in the evening...
I wonder if I could have done more to help the man with that smart arse mouth to outwit himself so he could be helped?
I saw that as my failure- I think I almost got him across the line.
Why the hell did I stop myself where it mattered most?
