Wednesday, May 26, 2010
Before and Now
Finding out that friends have moved on, got married, fallen pregnant, bought an expensive sportscar in the Maserati league and much, much more makes me feel like I have lagged far behind.
Whilst the quality of people's lives seem to improve, mine seems to be deteriorating.
Fuck, I am 31-truly an adult, no matter how young at heart I feel.
I am in Queensland at the moment- as always, an involuntary effort to be here. I face my nemesis tomorrow.
Not feeling the best at the moment- I suspect it is a case of status anxiety I am suffering.
I am getting a headache.
Finding out that friends have moved on, got married, fallen pregnant, bought an expensive sportscar in the Maserati league and much, much more makes me feel like I have lagged far behind.
Whilst the quality of people's lives seem to improve, mine seems to be deteriorating.
Fuck, I am 31-truly an adult, no matter how young at heart I feel.
I am in Queensland at the moment- as always, an involuntary effort to be here. I face my nemesis tomorrow.
Not feeling the best at the moment- I suspect it is a case of status anxiety I am suffering.
I am getting a headache.
