Monday, January 24, 2011
Mona Lisa Smile
I can safely say I am more at peace with myself and feeling that domestic bliss of our lives- DL and me.
I have finally come to that place.
Life crisises neither take me in one fell sweep nor take on a domino effect on my emotions.
I must admit I am getting older and much wiser despite my unwillingness to grow up.
But not a day passed without thoughts of you.
In a fleeting moment, often before sleep.
To a place where I was once secretly happy and privately sad.
I stopped dwelling and stopped hurting.
A friend said I should get laid last night.
She probably meant it in jest since I seem uptight next to her.
I should loosen up.
I continue moving forward in my life, sorting out the debris of our past and restoring the order and rekindling the mini romances of our joint lives-DL and mine.
We are getting there.
I can safely say I am more at peace with myself and feeling that domestic bliss of our lives- DL and me.
I have finally come to that place.
Life crisises neither take me in one fell sweep nor take on a domino effect on my emotions.
I must admit I am getting older and much wiser despite my unwillingness to grow up.
But not a day passed without thoughts of you.
In a fleeting moment, often before sleep.
To a place where I was once secretly happy and privately sad.
I stopped dwelling and stopped hurting.
A friend said I should get laid last night.
She probably meant it in jest since I seem uptight next to her.
I should loosen up.
I continue moving forward in my life, sorting out the debris of our past and restoring the order and rekindling the mini romances of our joint lives-DL and mine.
We are getting there.
